HOHOHO(:

hehehe.

2010-07-18T23:47:00.004+08:00

Long time didn't update hohoho~

This weekend didn't did much arhh. these two day keeep on edit photo. got a liking to photo manipulation ((: hehhe. so fun. But then my skills isn't there yet. ): but then if i practice on that, i'll be neglecting my fyp and portfolio sia )): haiiish. Neverminds luhh. hahhas.

(:

2010-07-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hellos!

Today nothing much. Watched movie with hubbby . Eclipse. Hahas. okayy arhh. But then like abit boring leii. lols. There're tooo much kissing scenes le. lols. After movie.. Got hit by a opening door -.- Then went yishun to eat dinner lols. Then went home. So many people in the bus.. i slept while standing lols. hahahhas. then went home.. sooo tiredd. Then internet so slow.. then i went to sleeep lol.. Wake up. played pokemon! (: hohoho! tomorrrow then start doing fyp . hahas.

2010-07-08T20:54:00.002+08:00

finallly.. we're back to normal ;D
happpy happpy (:
Didn't went schoool. AT home rest.. and drawing. Evening, went to eat dinnner with hubby.

2010-07-07T22:24:00.002+08:00

walked from macpherson to Tanah Merah.. after school. haiiish.
I love you deeeplly. i dunwannna end it just because of some pathetic person. I dun even bother him.. it's because of FYP.. i have to. Thought after we sit together.. things would be better.. but it isn't. Haiiish.. I dun wannna lose youu. ):
I'm breaking down slowly.. ~

2010-07-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

haiishh. It feels like i always dont understand you.

2010-07-03T19:31:00.002+08:00

today.. went to cosfest .. see ppl cosplay . hahas! Nice nicee. But then very tiredd leii. Hahahs but then some people cosplay til funnny. lols~~ Hahas. enjoyed myself. (:

long time.

2010-07-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't blog . hahas.

This holiday didn't seeem much like a holiday. lols. But then i'm much relaxed lol. hahhas sooon schooool reopen .. siian siian siian. )):
This weeeek spend time with hubbby too. love you lots. (:
Today back at home.. watch 2012 with mum . hahhas . nice nice nice! keeeep tellling my mum all the spoliers.. heheh.
i love the ending song too (:

It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t be thinking of your smile
Every kiss you can’t forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

2010-06-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

okay. I'm the worst person from those you know.

lalala

2010-06-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

helllos.

Long time didn't blog (: also nothing much.
Yesterday.. went for industry visit. Came back around 5+ buhh. Then tried digital painting? lols. Didn't imagine time passses so fast. Just did neck and collar nia. toook me from five plus to 11 like that. -.- Plus, in between i nvr stop lol. only stop awhile for dinner. haiiiish. soooo slow! Must faster ):

Today.. MOrning, afternoon.. hubbby peii me. happpy happppy. (: Then at night, cause my mum at oversea, then need to represent her to go to a parenting sessssion -.- Okay la there. It's actuallly the adam khoo. Hhahas. It's around the same like when i was sec 4 lols. funnnny lols. Many of his words are rather motivating and touching. (: Didn't regret going there hahs!

Tomorrow going out with sec friends. hohoho!
Friday going out with hubbby! ((: watch toy story i guess. loooking forward to these outings.

yesterday.

2010-06-18T15:39:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was our sixth month (:
Was so happy. He bring me eat sakae sushi. Full sia -.- lols. But okayy la. hahahs. Love him so much! AFter that went home. Sat 88 go home. Lala. sleeep in the bus. so shuang. wake up. phone no batt le -.- Go home play maple buhh. hahas.
Hubby, Time realllly past very fast. Our relationship is half a year le. Hope we can last to one year bahh (: lovee you (:

boredd.

2010-06-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

blabla boreddd.

Watched naruto and bleach.. hahas they draw toushiro face like ... Dun loook like him. getttting no interests in bleach le. Maybe should wait for vizard to come out! hahhas hiyori!! Naruto gettting interesting. I want seee naruto got get capturedd mahh! hohoho! Next epi, hinata go save him i guesss. hahhas. siiian.. havent do COE work. These few day keeeep playing maple and watch drama . hahahs. nvm luhh. maybe tuesday do or what lo.

I misssss him. HOping he's by my side.. ):

it's beeen a long time

2010-06-13T15:34:00.003+08:00

long time didn't blog le.

Last week, the whole weeek went back to school for extra 3D lesson. Teach animation and lighting. kind of easy.. Quite liked what i did. although it's not reallly goood arh. hahhas .

Thought reallly it's end, but then i guesss in the end, it ended well.
Saturday, i guess it's my worst day ever. )): Except i went with family to swim.. i love the waterfall.. then the water got like massage my back like that. hahas. it was relaxing. But then after that.. when reach home. alll i could describe it.. -unlimited tears. - bloood flowing non stop. - heart shattering every second. - had a eyes of a vampire.
Now, i realised i love you that deeeply. If you were to leave me, i dun think i could get my feeet back on again.

short post.

2010-06-02T22:16:00.003+08:00

long time nvr post le.. hahhas. busy bahh..
Now finalllly holidays le ((: Ytd was our exams. it was kindda easy..
Today went AMK.. initiallly to buy comics. but dun have. so go order.. (: hopefullly will havee. Dinner at mos burger with hubby, jerome, annie and sarrah. hahhas . after that went yishun.. i go buy bagg -.- then now going no money le .. Holidays so borrrringgg!

Lalala, hubbby i love you lots! love today tooo! dunno why . hahahs.

it's 4am..

2010-05-24T04:34:00.003+08:00

bla bla.. now is 4+ am. hohoho! not a bit of tiredd at alll. Maybe is all that what had happen..
PLayed game til 4+ hahahs. Tomorrrow also start schoool in the afternooon so its okayy bahh hahhas. now i dunnno what to do.. my laptop is burning hot right now.. neeeed to stop using sooon. as i dun have cooling pad ))): haiiiish. neverminds.. maybe go lie down on bed or go do drawing bahh . (:

I am mentallly tiredd but not physically tiredd. I badly wants to escape from this reality!
I do not feeel like doing anything.. i just wannna be in my room, sit front of the fan that is blowing me and just stare blankly. I seriously dun feeel like doing anything or going anywhere. Just wanna be alone... alone in my own world.. Wonder will anyone from up there be nice to let me a day off from this reality world. just let me be free on my own.. hahahs

very short post

2010-05-22T21:42:00.002+08:00

Today not realllly goood. i think it sucks totallly!

Morning hai hao. In the midddle of the day.. everything comes crumping down. Draw finish alll my 2D. Then went daddy house scan. yuppp then went home. Go home bathe eat dinnner. After dinner, go see my weight. wow. 47! few months before i was still 53. wow. I slim down alot. Maybe i should continue how i manage my meals lols. AFterall. i beeen eating one meal per day, and, It's been a weeek since my appetite is lost. best is that appetite of mine dun come back ((: blahblah. next weeek, one of the day is my birthday. will i be happpy? i dun think so.

((:

2010-05-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

lala. this is the 200th post. hahahs. so long le. didn't know this blog survive to so long. (:
Todayy. nothing much . went to watch movie with hubby.. shrek forever after (: hahahs. quite nice.. funnny tooo. (: before that, went bishan play gachapon. hahhas. haiiish, never got the one i want. BUT, i got the one hubbby wants. hahas. then i give him . hahhas. he gave me ichigo instead.. hohoho~ but i want toushiro )): after that.. went amk watch movie.. Wahh. my muscle pain on my leg hurts damnnn badly. ! fuck it! gt problems walking properly. sometimes walking halfway, the leg can go jelly, and when it does, i can almost fall and it hurts too. AHHH! and walking up and down the stairs. AHHH! neverminds. hahhas. then went to his house after movie, play com .. so tiredd, i fell asleep lol. then after that.. go out had dinner with his bro.. hohoho. his bro gave me the miki keychain i want. hahahhs! happpy happy. then after that, tooook bus go home. slept through the journey, almost miss the bus stop i suppose to alight. then go home see 9pm the show. Hahha tht gooody gooody husband actuallly had a mistress and had a son lols. but then i still thinks it's a misunderstanding leii. hahhas. dunnno.. continue see the show.

(: or ): ?

2010-05-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

bla.. todayy..

not a nicee dayy. morning was quite okay.. went to piano. haiiish. dun think by september i can pass my exams, by that time, my mum going to kill me if i dont pass. ): can i like just end my life so i wont face anything horrrible in the future? haiish zz. then went to tamp library. my stomach pain. This is the second time i had such a terrrible constipation. the other time was at home, so it's okay. this time is at the public library ))): ahhh! when i came out.. i see the mirrror, my hair is in a big mess. my face gottten worst! those pimples started bleeeding. and when i looook closer, those area which doesn't had pimples, had those tiny little red dots something like rashes like that. i was abit shocked.. how the helll did my face become like that .__. ZZZ. Then neverminds le.. i dun care hahahs. after that, went with family to go eat ajisen. very full .. bloated le . i only ate one bowl. )): then after that went home. bla bla. overalll not a nice day except eating at ajisen. hahahs!

tomorrrow our fifth month le lei. (:
Although nowaday we keeep on quarrelling. but then our love didn't fade i guess. hahahas! Hope next month our quarrel can lessen, afteralll it's the holidays. Should be lesser quarrels bahh. hahas. i wish here earlier bahh since few more hours jiu 12.00 am le hahahs!. Happy fifth month hubbby (: i love you lots lots and lots (:

short post

2010-05-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

blabla bla.
Today whole day siian. morning draw the vizard. didn't complete it. lols. doesn't had the feeeel to draw. then whole day watch digimon i guesss. haha. suddenly feeel like watching digimon. after watching few episode, suddenly felt like owning a digimon and go to digi world! hohoho! i must be nuts already hahhas.
These few day dunnno why no appetite. i dun even feeeel hungry at all. haiiya nvm la. hahahs.
At night do 2D. very siiian.

Would you believe that i love you deeply in the botttom of my heart? Never felt this way for anyone before.

bla bla bla

2010-05-12T00:43:00.005+08:00

Bla bla.. Didnt had the mood for todayy.. woke up late as usual hahahas. got ready then went to school. Went to mrt, i saw himm.. a so calllled long lost friend. wanted to talk to him, but people blocking, so forget it bahh hahhas. when, Reach school, okayy la normal.. only that.. i dun feeeel normal at all. hahhas. After that, study for later the test, feeeel very headache.. cause last night 4+ then sleeep and worrrying about some isssues bahh. So yeah lo. so i majority sleeeep all the way. Then when test start, walao, the test .__. thought average de. but it turns out to be very easy. zzzz. only two qns i'm unsure of. AFter that, chwa teach riggging.. like mirror like that.. easy bahh. then got CAH mahh.. take exam timetable, then go do my riggging. Ms tracy talking, i go do my riggging hahaha. Then yeah in the end finish very fast jiu siian diiao . then when vinee or angela got difficulties, i just go help them lo. sibei siian luh today, dots dots dots. In class, besides feeeling siian, i also feeeel i'm at my wits end le. But then things got bettter, when the classs is ending. hahas. After class, went to yishun and find him.. seeemed his mooood got bettter and things betweeeen got bettter.. hahahs. but stilll feeeel abit down and worrried. then he send me home . (: then home sweeeet home (:

-hubbbby, now everything is okayy le.. remember what i say about starting afresh.. what i want is that us, to know each other again this time is to understand bettter. Today.. could be the worst day i ever had. my heart reallly hurts alot.. you said the last time de you is dead after ytd night? What about now? today de you in schoool, your character seeems totallly stranger-like to me. Honestly to say, i'm afraid of this kind of you.. but then, i still had feeelings for youu.. i'll try my best to know you better even you are in this way. I realllly do love you .

today wasn't my day.

2010-05-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

lalala.

Today dun seeemed to be a gooood day too. morning go schooool.. classss havent start.. something happen.. then i went to sleeeep in classs til mr chwa start his lessson lol. then boring luhh. fyp fyp fyp -.- haiiish. then around 11 like that. he finallly start class! yays. riggging lessson. this time is do the set driven keys all that . hehehe. fun fun. (: after that jiu lunch break. think there i got slight fever bah? sarrah jerome and annie touched me say i quite hot. hahha funnny thing is i dun feeel hot, neither do i feeel cold. i simply feeel nothing lol. then after that they went to break. During our lunch break tracy talked to us, our fyp group. hahhas. like no feeeel to listen they talk le. After that, went back to class.. boring laa. classs havent start.. around 3 or 4 plus, class start.. but then this time is some of us demo what we learn yesterday.. i was one of it. mine was quite easy one step only. hahahahs. after all of us demo, he finalllly teach new thing. this time leg rigging.. we only create the joints then use the ik handle toools. then end lessson le. waaa. so fast lol -.- then went home le. today alone go home.. bla bla bla. went back home, used angela the face mask.. starting is those black cream.. i was like yucccck. lols. i actualllly have put that cream on my face -.- wonder willl it make it more worst? Then nvm la.. apply on my face then wait for thirty minutes, then peeel off. waaaa kind of pain lo especiallly the areas that got pimples. but then after that came out very smoooth lei! hahahas and the pimples wasn't that swolllen anymore. hehehe. that mask is goood. except for the begggining part lol. hahahas.

lalala.. long post

2010-05-04T01:40:00.003+08:00

hellloos,

Yesterday was moody all along, before i went to piano.. find out my ez link card lost.. then start search the whole house for it. but then cannnot find. then my mum found out, then she over there nag nag nag -.- then after t at, she lend me her extra ezlink card. then i go piano first lo. Come back zaii search again. AT piano lessson.. zzz, get scolded by the piano teacher.. bla bla bla, that day wasn't my day at all. Back at home, i search for my card again, but still can't. Then i give up in finding le. then lock myself in my rooom. then called hubby.. after the call, seeemed like he angry with me with my attitude? maybe luhh. My attitude sucks to the max on that day! Then i think at night, it resumes back to normal. hahaha!

Today, peii hubbby to polyclinic for his report.. waited so long.. then halfway i go home change to uniform then eat lunch then go find him again. seeemed he retake another blood test again. After that, pay money then go eat lunch with him and his god mum. but i nvr eat lols, after tht went to school, class havent start.. discusss fyp lol. had meeeeting about the coakroach char. then had meeting about our previous disagreements. hahahs. After that, had riggging lesssson. bla bla bla, find out i forgottten everything about previous riggging lessson lol, totallly blank le inside. So this time de riggging lesson, i got write abit notes down hahahs. today riggging okayy laa. hahahs. still fun for me. (: AFter rigging lesson, vinee and me go find mr ee. he said about something to us. hahahs also quite truee luhh. After that went home.. jerome didn't take with me and him.. so left me and hubby, then hubbby seeemed kind of down too ))): then neverminds luhh. At paya lebar platform, saw jas Wang! hahahs, when i first see her,, abit shocked.. she rebond hair,, dun loook like her last time loook. hahahs, we two misses each other very much hahhas. happppy luhh, get to see and talk with her. ((: hahahs when my train comes, she jiu go offf le.. Then jiu like that go home. at that time, he's still mooody. ): Reach my home, he fixed "fate" there. put in my house hahahs. then yeah lo around 10, he went off. yeahh.. that's my day for todayy ..

now, i know why you're moooody .. am i in the wrong? i realllly don't know.

todayy.

2010-04-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today went to Science centre .. Today went to schoool early lols. so long never go to schoool so early le hahhas. But then, i abit like sick like that, slight fever i guess. yesterday keeep sneezing and running nose. Today stomach cramp and abit of fever. But then neverminds la. The pixar exhibiton is nicee, all their artwork nice nicee. AFter the exhibition, bought a necklace from there. lol, actually wanted to pay for myself , but then hubby went to pay for me lols. After that i and hubby went off.. walk to MRT. hahah then sit a long journey to ghoby ghaut. That time feeel very uncomfortable.. Then when alight, i think my fever gone le. hahahas magical. Bought iron man 2 movie ticket. Then went to see couple ring, hahah. Then went upstairs to eat. Then walk down to the cathay to see ironman 2. Hahhas nicee arhh, infront part abit boring.. but around the climax there nicee! but then their lights tooo bright sia.. my eye pain lol. but then the movie realllly is niceee. (: it's worth a watch! hahahah! AFter that, went to bedok cause hubbby want make new specs. then after that went home.. it's a long day.. feeeeeeel sooo tired!

long post?

2010-04-24T22:47:00.002+08:00

hohoho~

Long time nvr blog le.. hahahs. few days before had quarrells with him, was quite down for two days.. but we got back together after that hahah! Then.. did at 3D lessson, rigging for that week, it was rather fun to play with. hahas. Like rigging. cause it was easy? hohoho! getting interested in 3D lessons le. hehehe! These few day easily tiredd.. Friday the most tiredd. dunnno why.. Our FYP , we were thinking to do 3D.. but not decided yet.. Need wait til monday then can know our decision.. Hahahhas. hoped monday never come.. ! maybe will fall out with one of our member ))): hope she can accept our decision arhh. Friday.. we like tour the school around to find teachers about our group and our story lols. *tireddd* Then sat a long journey bus home. Reached the interchange, went to the toilet, and for god damnn sake, that toilet stinks like shit! I was half awake ma.. when i came out of the toilet, a man sudddenly screamed! .__. then i shocked sial then feeel fullly awake le then he ask me man or ladies toilet some thing like that arhh.. can't reallly rmb what he said. i said yeah and pointed inside. then he said ohhh, thank you. i was like LOL . hahahahas. then i washed finish my hands went out, that man another friend saw me then smile like he like ps about just now the thing. hahahhahahs! Then after that i bought the magazine.. After buying it and flippping it through i realised i read that magazine before le .__. haiiiish! then jiu some sweeet home le . Played with wacom.. (:

today
morning, hubby came to my house.. he helped with my sis maths home work first.. then we went out to eat, then went back to my house.. watched naruto movie first.. Hahhas NICE! naruto movie niceee. better than bleach.. Bleach movie like deteriorate more and more.. While naruto is gettting nicer and nicer ((: After that played com games the whole day, then went out with hubby and his family.. go eat .. we ate at xinwang hk cafe? i guess. eat until very fulll lol ... hahhas many laughter hubby and his bro keeep gl-ing their god sis? hahahs. after that, hubby went to buy phone.. but they say no time ? cause shop closing sooon. so they next weeek come again lo. Then hubby send me home, played his psp the whole way. After that, hubbby thought he lost his phone.. yuan lai, it's in his bag hahahhahas. Today also quite a long day, feeeel tiredddd also. hahahs.

ilove you hubbby.. will nvr leave youu (:

2010-04-16T21:48:00.003+08:00

Today not my day. Everything all my fault.

blah blah

2010-04-13T22:26:00.003+08:00

blah blah blahh..
Yesterday didn't go schoool. Yesterday also kindda borinng. then slept with pink panther ((((: hehehhe! he so cutee. hahhahas.
Todayy.. Okayy bahh. Discuss FYP the whole day -.- Starting watched a 6 minute anmation done by two people in two years.. But then nicee leii the animation though it's short. lol. After that jiu discuss FYP. Waa storyboard change. Character change. Background also change. Shuang lol. Almost fell asleeep many times. -.- hahahs, funnny de is.. we were discussing FYP sudddenly Mr Riduan shouted OI to vinee hahahhas! cause she's sleeeping.. hhahahhahs! funnnnny uh that part.. then also.. we discusssing story with uncle EE dunnno why become uncle EE telling us about education and cert and poly all those. hahhahaa! besides those part, everything jiu siian liao. Haiiya, today so siiiian! No mooood at all. Quarrrelled with him... blah blah.. dun wannnna mentioned about it. the feeeeling sucks.

I'm not in anybody circles' anymore.. It fucking doesn't mattters anymore! just live with it.

(:

2010-04-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

lalala.
Monday went to watch how to train your dragon 3D! hahas. Nicee niceee. Loved their instumental songs. (: hahah . toothless is cutee! loveed the show very muchh (:

Tuesday.. Went back to school.. for FYP meeting. SO siian. Gave salvador see our story.. he okay with it. (: AFter that, talked about within our group. is it too slacky? i was like *AHHHH!* ZZZ neverminds luhh. just endure through this year buhh.

Wednesday.. went to see doctor. blabla. see medicine i want faint le .__. especially anitibiotics. Then after that went to eat with hubby then went to his house see him play game. hahahs. Then sent him off to work.. when alight.. my ez link card lost )))): haiiish.. then whole day no mood. Go home eat medicine also almost vomit out everything. ):

Today... went to schoool.. whole day did the still life thingy.. lols. not so niceee )): siiann. Today hubby mood abit not goood. hope everything is fine (:

dots dots dots.

2010-04-04T23:23:00.003+08:00

blah blahh..

This weeek. went to schoool to do 2D. Also watched movie with sec friends (: hahahs.
Played dynasty warrior after i lend it from sarrah. hahahhahs. fun leii. although sometimes de graphics damnnn lagggy. But then, when it's not lagggy.. It's kindda addicting.. Make me dun wannna stop playing.. Starting when playing, kind of dulan -.- Hahha. But then slowly slowly.. Hahhas. Abit adddicted le. (: It's niceeee! hehehe. But then because of it. Alll my work nvr do )): AHHH!

lalalala(:

2010-03-26T23:23:00.006+08:00

hellloos..

Long time never post hahahas.
Monday had chalet.. Went with bf to meeet up with jerome... checked into the chalet.. whole day just watch movie inside lo. First is I not stupid 2 and another one is Resident evil. Hahahs. not horror movie.. it's about zombies.. Hahah.. scary scenes only i and sarrah scream only hahahs! So Jerome and hubby had left and right speakers! hahahah. After the movie ended.. i and hubbby left.. The next day.. we went for the bbq.. AT first didn't had the feeeel to go.. but then, it gotten bettter le bahh hahahs. Shocked that my mum would actuallly allowed me to stay overnight there ((: Hahaha.. hubbby requested it for me. hehehe. hahaha was sooo happpy luhh. We around 4+ then sleeep bahh. We were like talking among ourselves. It was like soooo fun!! Weee (: Hahahs. fell asleeep next to hubbby. My nose was kind of blocked.. can't sleeeep welll too )): Morning.. dun feel like waking up uhh. hahah but then have to. Ate KFC breakfast with him.. hahahs, Macdonald breakfast is better. lols. Then went home .. From the time we reach home to dinnner time. majority of the time.. we're sleeeeeping lols. Head very pain.. )): AFter dinnner.. i sent him home.. (:

Thursday.. went to schoool for extra lesssson )): About rendering de.. It was sooooo boring. Almost fell asleeep. AFter that, stayed back for LDP. Then went home le. Boring day luhh.

Todayy.. Went to schoool again.. for extra lessson.. THis time got hands on -.- Ytd the whole way is like theory lol. Lesson ended quite latee. So after schoool.. went to Plaza Sing with him to walk walk until his working time (: Hahahs. halfway stomach pain.. guesss it's constipation -.- cause it's beeeen two two weeeeeks since i relived myself -.- anyway it ended way faster than i thought! hahah! AFter that went to bought hai pai tian xin!! AHHH. so happppy. Plus they give free poster too. but then so smallll ))): Went back home to watch it. hahahhas. nice nicee (:

short post.

2010-03-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't blog. was busy with assignments.. and plus there's lifeskills project and FYP dicussions. ): so busyyy.
Wednesday was i and him de third month.. didn't realllly celebrated it. lols.
Yesterday did maya til four plus. -.- in the end.. still didn't managed to complete it. ): tooon booom also havent done.. Ahhhh. so siiiian doing thosee! wannnna enjoy my holidays )):
nowadays so tireddd )):

yesterday ._.

2010-03-14T22:03:00.008+08:00

Yesterday went IT fair.. Hubby came to my house in the morning(: After my mummy returned home.. we went to suntec for the IT fair. many people sial.. See le also dulan! plus my toooth hurts. Mummy bought monitor for me heheh. Then i bought speaker for myself.. ((: Hahah.. monitor so heavy sial. Lucky hubbby was there! hahahas. Around 3+ we went off.. Hubby went for work. Mummy went ikea.. i bring the two things home.. heavyyyy -.- Then fixed up my monitor.. realised that my laptop resolution is lesser than my monitor resolution sial ))))))): zzz. Then after that.. fix my speakerr. (: hahaha should had bought sliver instead of pink de sial -.- Cause i realised my ipod is sliver de ! AHHH! Then neverminds.. after that.. constipation.. my worst nightmare ever.. i'm like going to die le. i paused it .. went to bed and lied down.. cause i was out of energy and feeeel very weak.. Talk to hubbbby on phone.. Cause i was in pain mahh.. hubbby say my groaning sound like doing sex -.- Haiiiiish.. Then went to toilet afew times.. that ass thing still dun wannnna come out! Then around 11+ that thing finalllly come out.. ZZZ! damnnn that thing luhh! make me so xin ku.. thought i have to go hospital -.- Finallly went to sleeep peacefullly.. but then midnight.. suddden diahorrea -.- haiiiiiish.. SO yeah.. yesterday was the worst night ever.. =.= DOTS!

Today.. Body still feeeeel abit weak arhh.. Went for piano lesson.. Came back.. I downloaded some photoshop brushes.. Looook realllly niceee, so i go play with it lo.. hahahah! So fun.. I made it my desktop wallpaper. mummmy and sis say it's niceee tooo (((: dinnner time had no appetite sial.. think because of yesterday night bahh )):

i misssssses hubbbby lotss ))): but then tomorrrrrow can seeee him le ((:

my desktop wallpaper using photoshop (:

long time didn't update,

2010-03-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

so long never updatee.. busy with schoooool work and drawing.. )): for the past one weeek, hubby came to my house to help me with my maya... and pei me alsoo. hahahas (: for the past one weeek.. happppyy (: although yesterday we quarrrel...

Today happpy.. finalllly can passs up maya (: hehehe.. today quite relaxing dayy.. but then my tooooth and ulcer hurts.. Today after schooool.. eat with hubbby and his mum and is bro.. okayy laa. long time nvr eat with them le. hahahs. After that.. hubbbby send me homee.. (: lalala.. tomorrrrow hubbbby following me to IT fair.. hehehe..

dots dots dots

2010-03-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

These few day had minor quarrel with himm.. but then awhile jiu hao le lols. at schoool do maya, halfway , went coe to find salvador with jerome.. lols. salvador explained to us about coe thingy. hahah in the end, i joined coe lols. 3/4 of my time is spent listening to salvador.. maya dun neeeeed do liao.. hahahas. after schoool.. quarrelled with him again.. -.- maybe is i'm not understanding enough bahh.. he wei wo zhao xiang.. yet i take it for granted? lols yeah lo.. but then awhile we jiu okay le lols. hahahs. while waiting for him... i waited at coe.. hahaha... enjoy aircon.. chatted with vineee and angela.. after that he arrrived le.. lalala treat me japanese ball.. lols. then stayed at lab. they were chattttting.. i was practicing the drawing .. my drawing stilll suck luhh. around 6+ we left. Spend time at popular choooosing pencil hahah! i suck at making decision. that's why take one hour plus to chooose two pencil lol =.= After that, we went home.. Home.. is the suckiest thing mann.. thought would be happppy.. zzzz.. my mum know about my bf.. then chatted with me about that.. zzzz. say so many mean thing... seriously what is she thinking lo.. also not getttting marrrried.. why she say until if i go with him i willl suffferrr like helll. zzzz. why is education to her is so important? now stilll young also.. dots..... this situation remind me is like how in hai pai tian xin.. how bao zhu mum wanted bao zhu to get a rich boyfriend. but then, for me.. is my mum wanted me to get a boyfriend who had high education? lols... haiiiiya dunnnno la. zzzz. thought these kind of thing only happppen in drama.. yuan lai also willl happpened in reality de..

mood = sad.

2010-03-02T12:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday isnt a goood dayy..
kind of sad yesterdayy.. haiiiish..

Today.. whole person like siian diiao.. no moood. did maya,, is as goood as not doing lol. zzz.

lalala (:

2010-02-27T16:35:00.005+08:00

Weeekend so boring! anyways, Think my school assignment.... i think i cmi le.. zzzz.. GPA sure drop til two point something de. haiiiya, Neverminds la.. dun wannna think le lols. Was quite mooody the past few days cause of assignment i guess.. )): But then.. got hubbby by my side.. so it's okayy for me bahh.. but then also not goood always give him see the bad side of me.. ): haiiiishh. Neverminds laa. lols. Yesterday didn't pass up 2D assignment.. ZZZZ. Neverminds.. today.. watched drama.. sanguo end le. happpy ending hahhas but then Can't see xiu le )): dunnno got next season mahh hahahas. But then all the drama i watching end liao lol. nothing to watch le.. After watching.. went to clean my rooom.. hhaha see my bookshelf so dusty then go clean it lol. AFter cleaning.. i realised my spec are goneee.. Actually, gone for very long le.. i thought that specs still inside my house.. so i thought one day, the specs will pop out again. But then, i turn my whole house upside down also never saw my specs ))))): Haiiiish dunnno is it dropped at school, or at cinemas.. )): Haiiish neverminds laa.. dunnno whether wannna buy another specs again or go buy contact lens.. Haiiish.. neverminds.. ask my friends for opinons hahahahas.
FYP, i doing 2D animation (: happpyy.. cause i not doing 3d! 3D makes me go mad mann..
Hubby went to work.. off work at 5pm lol.. misss him soo muchh..

♥hubby, iloveyou lots lots lots.. misssing you like crazy alsoo.

2010-02-25T22:32:00.001+08:00

haiiish..

I hatee toon boom ))))))): I hate maya also.. who's the person who created them mannn =.=
i'm so stressssssssssssed upppp ! uhhh. fck it mann.

((:

2010-02-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

hohoho~

Long time didn't blogged..
on the 17th, skipped schoool.. went to celebrate our second month together((: hahah.. watch movie (the lightning thief) It's niceee.. and funnnny especiallly de mudusa lol! And one guy who is a goat.. hahaha, goooood moviee! After that, went to the roooftop and spent our day. hahhah i splash him water ~ lalalala. hhahas

thursday, Went to schoool first then went to TPY.. eat there, study there, find his mum there and find doc weee~~ hahahas. ((:

Friday.. whole day at school do maya.. Then went his hubby's god ma house.. to eat there.. hahahs.. but then, on that day, hubbbby seeeemed moooody )):

Saturday.. did maya at home.. went to library.. and watched san guo at home.. Hahahha so niceeeeee~~ yuan lai guan yu and zhang fei nvr die ~ hahahas. so niceeeee.. hahahah xiu finallly come back~ lalala. hahhas. next episode ah xiang wear the clothes when she is a demon.. she's so chio. hahahahas. Want the next episode to come quickly~~

Sunday... boring day.. had piano lessson.. then boredd.. go into facebooook do quiz then edit my photos hahahahs.

CNy the third day

2010-02-16T21:50:00.009+08:00

Today third day of CNY.. Cousins from my mum side came.. hahah.. We went to the beach..~ hahahs.. Alll cousin went to play the playground.. then i went to the seaside then Wrote a few things on the sand.. then after that i start to zi lian myself HAHAHAH!

(:

2010-02-14T17:12:00.007+08:00

Yesterday.. new yeear eve.. was very boreddd. whole day watching drama )): lol..
Today first day of chinese new yeear.. Was also very boreddd.. whole day of watching drama.. )))):
Today is also Valantine day.. so suayy.. fallls on CNY. )): haiiiish...
Tomorrrrow going to dadddy house take hongbao (:

Today valantine day leii.. but then cannnnot celebrate with himmm.. wannna telll him... i never regrettted being with him... He give me the best relationship i can ever havee.. Although, we often have smalll quarrels lol.. but then.. think he's the one always give in to me de.. =X hahaha.. . I lovee when i'm in his arms.. it's so warmth .. hahahas.. Very happppy being with himm.. he always bring a smile to my face hahahahs. love himmm so muchh! missssing him every minute.. Hope he also! hahahas, and hope he take gooood care of himself (: Hubbyyyy.. i LOVE YOU. (:

abit betttter

2010-02-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

Think today seeemed to be betttter... in schoool do 3D.. ))): vineeeee scold me... lols hubbbby also scold me... only angela never scold me lol ! hahahas. my cars asssignment is as goood as didn't even started lo ! haiiiiiiish.. After schoool.. situation were weirddd. But then, after that back to normal le bahhh.. Hahha.. me and hubbby is like before le i guesss hahahs (: today he go work .. missss him so muchh. ))): hope he faster msg me back.. lol~

today kind of mooooody

2010-02-10T20:45:00.003+08:00

Today think i moooody in classs.. lols.. think i made hubbbby moooody also.. sorrrrry~
In classs did cars assssignment.. didn't had the moood.. so teacher and friends teach de.. allll one ear in , one ear out.. Then hubbbby help me do my cars assginment.. i go help angela with the LDP report.. her report writing de english "pro" hahaahs. Then, also helped her to addd more words to fit the page.. lol.. In the meanwhile that hubbby doing the car is the same as mine lol.. like our heart is connnnected.. hahahaha . After schoool went to COE for briefing.. AFter that went with hubbbby to canteeen but drink then go with angela and vineee to the bus stop to wait for russell.. then we toook bus 28 to SPCA. Hahah.. first time i representing the group to talk to the person in charge.. lols scaredd at first cause i never did something like that before.. but then after that.. like okayy leii hahahas..... inside the dogs cute sial and some kitttens hahahs cuteee~~ Then after touring it.. we left the centre.. i went back alone.. hahahs cause i and them go different ways.. was decoding hubbbby messsages, after decoding.. felll asleeep in the bus... when woke up.. sent hubbby sms.. tooook me quite a long time to type finish the sms.. yeah.. Went home.. watch hi my sweeetheart .. then went for a jog.. came back one hour later i guesss hahahas. then went to bathe.. then feeeeeel so dizzzzy.. ))): so i carrried my blanket to my dinnnner table to eat.. hahahah my blanket peiii me eat lol~~ sound so ridiculous. hahahhas. After dinnner... feeeel like vomittting lol.~~~ ))):

Hubbby.. i hope the messsage that i sent you wont afffect dao our relationship.. hope we can stay as sweeeet like last time... Realllly didn'y why i sent that messssage out.. haiiiiish.. but then now that you read it... it's up to you to decide what you wannnna do.. stay the same? change yourself? Break with me? become even emo? or want cold war with me? Alllll up to youu.. hope you make your decision wisely.. Yeah but then, whatever it is. i would stilll love youuu . (:

haiiiiiiiiiish

2010-02-09T20:30:00.003+08:00

School is alright for me today..
Toook my coookies today.. Vineee de is biggger lo ))): sadddd.
AFter schoool.. waiting at the bus stop.. played with jerome lols. fun~~ hahahas. funnniest is when we trap melisssa lol. She very L O L ! hahahs. after that take bus.. go home jiu dunnnno what happppen to me.. =.= very emo.. and very quiet.. keeeep listen song alll the way.. )):

Think i'm tireddd of everything le.. Feel that i emo emo quiet quiet also not badd. Feeel peaceful and satisfied.. unlike when i hyper... It's like.. i dun even know what i'm doing le. haiiiish..
Seemed that every decision i made was wrong.. years ago.. it's like that.. now it stillll stay the same.. Hate to make decision.. not that i can't makee... =.= ZZZ. haiiiiiiiish.

Hubbby, do take care of yourself when you're at work.. Dun injure yourself anymore.. be careful.. You're getting sick le.. if reallllly sick.. jiu dont go work.. drink more water.. have plenty of rest.. yeahhh.. i loveee youu.

yesterday and today.

2010-02-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

Yesterday no schoool.. in the morning.. wasn't feeeling tooo welll cause the night before that had diahorrea =.= In the morning, hubbby came to my house.. hahha peii me lol. Then in the afternoooon... went to his god ma house.. Spend his day at the house watching tv.. Then eat the choco.. inside got wine de.. mine i think is vodka.. damnnnnn bittter. almost tasted like medicine =.= hahaha.. then after that.. went to giant there with them.. hahahas. His mum bought fooood for me to take back hahahas. Then, evening, ate dinner at their house .. hahhas. When leaving the house.. funnny lol.. hubbby wannna take back psp.. his god mum told me to keeep watch of him.. dun let him take to schoool to play.. lols.. damnnn funnnny. hahahhas.

Todayyy.. morning watch dramas as usual hahah.. San guo gettting interesting le lol! hahaha want the next episode to come sooooner! Hai pai tian xin and xia yi zhan xing fu also! But then.. told myself to one day watch one episode jiu hao.. hahaha .. so tomorrrrow zai continue watch . hahahas.
In the afternooon, went out with mum.. went to eat mac.. and buy jeans.. then went tamp. library.. finding booooks de time, i think Droppped my Ez link card lol. Then went over to the counter to ask... Luckily got one kind soul reported it! heheheh! I just bought my bus stamp not long ago sial. lols. lucky never lost it.
Today hubbby went to work.. misss him so much )): Hope he can enjoy there.. dun get tooo stresss with it jiu hao((: hahaha i love himmm ((:

((:

2010-02-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today like feeeel much bettter than yesterday hahahs. no stresss at alll hahahahas.
Schoool.. do shading and theory lessson lo. hahas, after schoool.. went home to change.. then went out to meeet with his friends.. then over there eat and walk walk lo... Then went to his god mum house. hahahas. her house got tv lols.. i like never watch tv for ages lol. these few years only watch animes and dramas over the internet hahhas. funnnny lols the comedy show. hahahah. Overalll today is a happppy day dunnnno why. hahahahs. My angela never come.. Then i and hubby prank her say i and him break.. she thought real one lols! hehehehhe.
Today tiredddd lols.

moooody post

2010-02-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

Today is such a moooody dayyy.
3D so hardd. 2D make me feddddup _|_ fuck mannnnn.
Totalllly no mooood... He also no moooood... zzzzz.
Don't know what should i do... go die suan le. I can't do anything wellll also!
FUCK LARHH. Went home.. whole thumbdrive virus.. alll my files gone! Fuck lo! Everything is just so fcked up!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! Why can't i just go to shinigami world, and forget everything in this reality world! fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!! =.=

))):

2010-02-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

Sooooooooooo stressss about 3D Maya. So complicateddd~ ))):
Today stillll have to redo.. siiian diao lo.
2D toonboom software not that stresss but.. do that take very long timee. ahhhhhhhhh! Somemore tomorrrrow must passs up. _|_
Went home, checked my thumbdrive.. my thing goneee )):
Today bad dayyyy sial. haiiiiiiiiish
Nowadays so tireddd. )):

mooody for the past few days.

2010-01-29T23:34:00.004+08:00

These few day no mooood.. dunnno why.. lols. 3D is gettting harder.. Couldn't catch it up at alll. =.= I couldnn't remember every step what the teacher teach.. =.= Every step also neeed my friends help me.. zz. so uselesss.. haiiiish. sometimes realllly gottten so stressss up, that i'm in my shinigami world le.. my mind not with the lesssson le lols. These few days doing coke bottle.. kind of hardd haiiiish.. Today halfway in the lesssson.. junjiie and vineee quarrrel )): think alll my fault bahhh zzz. Then today in the lesssson.. talk with angela and junjiie.. very fun luhh hahhahas. Then melissa come chucked in. hhhahas.

Yesterday.. went out with junjiie.. peii him to his friend house yeahh.. then went with him to eat dinnner with his mum and his mum's friend, hahahs. his mum very friendly to me . hahha.. unlike my mum =.= Then AFter that, he send me home.. Happppy arhh.. i was sleeeeping in the bus.. he put on jacket for me scaredd i cold ((: heheheh .. love himmmmm very much ((:

Very happppy being with you arhh.. (: I'lll try my best to maintain my feeeleings to you.. hopefullly, i'm able to wait for the two years while you're in ns(: i love youu ♥

lalla

2010-01-26T21:18:00.003+08:00

Nowaday like no feeeel to to thing.. Didn't went school.. went to library to finish yp my assignment with himmm.. okayy la.. spent the whole day there.. that place can't bring our bags in de =.= only can bring blank sheeets of papers and writing materials =.= So went there did finish my model sheeet le. hahahahs. Then after that.. continue draw those random things.. lols, i was helping him to draw abit of his model sheeet, then i draw until very funnnny .. then library mahh.. cannnot laugh out loud.. so like so funnny.. i cannnot take it... then i never realized my saliver on his paper le =.= i seee le i even more want to laugh out loud!! HAHAHAH. then we two laughing non stopppp hahah! Then, after tat, he spent me back home as usual.. On the way home, Bought foood back to eat, saw someone.. he seriously got that lj face hahhaha! went back home jiu very sleeeeeeepy. Tomorrrow have to early wake up.. haiiiiish.

emo me.

2010-01-23T17:11:00.005+08:00

i hate it~~ these kinds of emotions and feeelings..
It makes me wannna to escape from everything.. and hide in a world that only me alone exists..
Sometimes just dunnno what to do anymore.. Everything just doesn't seems right.. )): Sometimes thought a solution, but.. i just doesn't had the guts to do it.. It had beeen like this all these years.. I had a inner me.. but.. why can't i be that inner me ? She is a more useful person than the now me. Now.. all i could do is to escape escape escape from alll the reality facts that i dun wannna face.. Now.. whenever i'm sad.. i can deny it alll i want and went to school as if nothing had happpen to me. My feeelings are also upside down.. not stablized at all.. sometimes ups , sometimes downs. Didn't wanted to hurt people with my decisions.. end up i'm hurting alot if it... Hate to make decisions mannn. feeels so fcked up. My family seeemed okayy.. but then i guess things will slowly change, judging from both of my parents attitudes, thinkings and mindset..

Ilove himmm. but.. sometimes just don't have the confidence in myself.. Afraid this relationship had the same ending with the rest that i had. )):

Realllly wonder how my heart can handle as if nothing had happpen before... But then, once i'm alone, all those feeeelings come back.. Just dunnno what to do.. )))):

((((:

2010-01-17T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today is i and him de FIRST MONTH ((:

Cause it's sunday mahh. i Dont go out on sunday. So celebrated it on friday instead.. ((: It's kind of difffferent in the way how things turnedd out to be.. But then i'm quite satisfied with it hahahas. Chatted alot, both of us seeeemed to be more closer (: reach home around 12 i think. lols. lucky my mum went overseas =.= lol!

Saturday seeemed to be a boring day .. forgotttten what i did le..
Sunday also seeemed to be in a boring dayyy.. never did finish my asssignment work.. lol.. zzzz.

yesterday and todayy.

2010-01-14T22:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went annie house.. eat sphagettti hahahas.
during schoool, learnt 3D maya.. sometimes reallly stresss me up =.= ZZZ. This whole year goona be very stresssful. )): AFter schoool.. went annie house.. spent my day there playing with her dog.. spending time with himmm.. and with friends too. around 5 or 6 we left.. then he like kind of bad moood like that ))): then peiii him awhile.. his moood returned to normal i guessss? hahhahahs.
Todayy.. School start at 8am =.=! tiredddd lol in the train.. Then go schooool.. learn 3D again.. o.o then after that went offf with him.. i went home first.. then he waited for me.. then we two together go tampines library.. did our asssignment there.. hahahas also didn't did much.. Then.. after that, went abit crazy over something in the library hahhahas.. then after that, went to Tampines1. walk the whole shopping centre sial.. then tooook bus to home.. (: Tomorrrrow whole day )): somemore is 8 - 6 )))): At home did my asssignment.. did caricature.. did the model sheeeet til wannna die )): It just doesn't looook like it.. neverminds la weeekend continue.

Tomorrrrow after schoool going out with hiimmmm ((: ilovehimm

((:

2010-01-11T23:05:00.004+08:00

Todayyy.. woke up quite late )): Thought of going schoool early.. but then, went to schoool quite late )): It was Mr riduan and another teacher lessson.. Wahhh, so fast jiu got assssssignment. It's character Design.. plus.. Every week.. must draw out five pages of sketches? o.o can faint laaaaaa . Means, my drama and anime slot willl be gone.. Then also going out with him lesser and lesser )): Then neverminds, after their lesson, went singpost to have our lunch.. with angela, vineee and melisssa. I and vineee bought desssert. Hahha, then ate the mix rice de. LOL. Then went back to schoool.. It's lifeskillls i think. Hahhaha. Changed teacher le, This teacher very interesting.. hahahha Many laughters . Then after his lesson.. got pe.. I slacked at there.. talk with teachers and friends.. then after awhile.. jiu went off with himmm and with sarrah, annie, jerome. Hahahs. Then after that jiu. jiu go walk walk with himmmmm. (: Then jiu home sweeet home (((:
Overall, today not badd. Just that i'm tiredddd .. Reached home, never see drama, never see anime, never do asssignment also.. ahhhhhh.. Just chatting with friends only lol..

2010-01-10T21:01:00.005+08:00

Todayy..

Sunday, kind of boring day also.. Morning.. wake up with a sadd mood.. ))): was very sad actuallly. But then neverminds laa. Then had piano lesson.. Then went home.. think my moood was bettter le? Then, went home.. watch de hai pai tian xin.. hahahhas soooo niceeeee to watchhh ! i likeeeeeeee raine in there hahaha! the dalang also very funnnnny! Hahhas, watch one episode only. one day one episode. hahaha, after that... my moooood become like morning de mooood le.. saddd~~ =.=

Have you every think of how i felt when you tell me all these ?

todayyy

2010-01-09T22:39:00.003+08:00

Today saturdy.. suppose to go out with daddy de. then my mummy brought us out instead.. then jiu never go out with daddy le -.-
Today went library, tooook loads of teeens and teenage magazine and sat down on a chair and read.. hahahs.. read dao hen shuang.. but then at the same time missssing him tooooo.. thinking of the times, we also sat down and read teen/teenage magazines hahhas.. then after that, mum jiu bring us eat ramen.. then jiu go home lols. kind of boring arhhh..
Morning, watch san guo.. hahhas. niceee nicee. i want da qiao and quan to be together lols. then the next episode xiu and ah xiiang finalllly back le (((: but then.. i havent watch it )): i was about to watch that episode, mum jiu pulll me to go out le =.=!

These few days went out with himmm.. feeel so happppy hahahs.
hope the feeeeling last forever((:
i love youuuuu(:

todayy

2010-01-05T22:28:00.003+08:00

Today didn't go school.. Went for cca fair hahhas.. Woke up quite late i guess hahahas.. Then bathe, ate lunch, use com awhile jiu go offf le.. hahah. On the way there, he called me to peii me chat ((: hahha, went into that schoool, many people sial =.= Went into the indooor sports hall, so luan lol .. saw many old friends hahhahas.. talked with them.. then stayed there til 6+ then go home, then bathe jiu go out for facial appointment. Then, board bus to white sands to buy straws for him.. Then very funnnny lo, i walked in to the shop.. toook the straws, feel that i somehow forget to bring walllet =.= then i checked.. i realllly forget to bring walllet .. Then i was like _|_ lol! came to white sands for nth -.- zzzz.
Today feeeel tireddd~ Tomorrrow going out with him i guesss hahahs ((: Today one whole day like never msg with him de. kind of misss him ))):

First day of schoool

2010-01-04T21:01:00.004+08:00

Today First day of schoool..

Okays la hahhahas. not as bad as it seemed((: Morning, he came and fetch me hahhahahas *happppy* then went to meeet jerome then vineee then sarrah. haahhas. went to schoool quite late.. went there take timetable .. then can go home le.. chatted with angela and vineee.. while i waiting for junjie hahhas. then went back with him.. class ended very early, went to White Sands first, bought things over there.. hahah. then went to his house, since nothing to do, i also dunwannna go home that early too.. then also no where to go. hahhahs. Toook bus 39 to his house. went to his house.. The house very white and clean hahahahas. then jiu spend the day using com, playing his psp, then he peiii me also hahhahas. Spend time together.. i lovee being with himm ((: Around 6+ leave his house.. He send me to the bus interchange.. hahhas loving him more and moree. Slept in the bus.. tireddd..

i love himmmm veryyy muchhh ♥

lalalala

2010-01-02T21:02:00.004+08:00

second day..

Woke up.. seee my face =.= become so worse )): haiiiiiiiiish.
haiiiya, then afternooon went to rebond.. lols do until 6+ dunnno nice mahh .. lols no comment hahhahas. Came back.. watch D grayman.. watch finish de whole anime le. hahhahahs. willl miss allen walker and earl ! hahhahahs. Earl's voice so cute. feeel like rewatching it again hahahs.

hubby, don't think so much ((: i love youuu and will always be there for youu ((: so cheeer up. hahahahs(: love youu ♥

new year 2010

2010-01-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

hmmmm..

It's a new year 2010 ((: wonder what thing will happpen again.. hahahas
tomorrrow going to rebond.. finallly.. hahahahs.
BUT then sooon, schoool will start )):
Many thing will happpen bah hahhas as always..
but i guess, my friends and HIMMMMMM wil always be there for me de (:

ilovehimmmm alwayyyyys ♥

schoool starting sooon ))):

2009-12-30T19:16:00.003+08:00

Schooool starting sooon ))))))))))))))))))))))):
Next mondayy~ siiiiiian arhh =.= haiiiish~ Wonder what will happpen . )):
Think of it jiu fannnn zzzz. Hope wont got any problemt bahhh.
Guess this december holidays always spend my time at home watching dramas, anime, tv. Kindda siiian, but then time passsses so fast. Time spent with him is great (((: enjoyed it alot. loveee him alot. hahhahahs. But then, once schoool reopens, dun think got like now bahh )):
We started on 17 december, went to the beach hahahhas. enjoy that day the most(((:
Xmas, we went to watch avatar.. that movie longggg sial. But then, it's niceeeee(:
Today leiii, went to buy something.. Then slack around bahh.. hahhahs.. But then funnny leii, my house there got sonka i think, i thought pasirmalam =.= hahhahas .

gan gan qu aii ta . Xi wang zhe ge jue ding shii dui de ((:

it's beeeen a long timeee.

2009-12-16T12:54:00.004+08:00

Hahahas.. long time nvr post..

Many things happen.. but neverminds laa. Now, Holidays le.. Kept on watching many dramas. hahah.. San Guo gettting boring and boring ~~ Now watch Xia yi zhan xing fu.. Niceeeeeeee~ hahahas. addicted to it le alsoooo. Then also watched Chinese Paladin 3 ! hahahhas also veryyyyyy niceeeee. Nowadays spent my day at home watching dramas, and anime tooo.. But, anime more of it is D- grayman. I dun have that feel to watch bleach or naruto lols hahhas. Other than that, some days, also got went out with himmmmmm (((:

This year had alot of changes.. many people in and out of my everyday life.. Wonder is it because entirely is my fault? Maybe bahh... haiiiiish i don't know laaa.

Day out.

2009-09-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

Hahah, today went out with Annie, Jerome, and Sarah.
HAHA, i forget where did we go first. I remembered, i bought the clay.. then we went kinokuniya, then we went coffee club! hahhas kay la, fillling((: Then, sarrah went off first.. then we went to ghoby ghaut there de sunshine plaza.. see many figurinee! OKay, all de anime i dun know de so no point hahahs. Then walk back to Plaza Sing((: Hahahhahas, i bought my toushiro's sword there xDDDD. i was like one crazy girl over there laa. hhahah then one kind hearted soul called jerome, he lent me money to buy! i was like WOOHOO. hahahahas! Annie and jerome bought swords also arh hahahs. Then after that, i bought my headphone... wahh thirty eight lol. kay lar, no choice lols. Only that price. Around 9+ we left the place. hahahahs, today my happpy day, i bought toushiro sword! Hahahs!

I so miss you, will fate rewind itself again?

2009-09-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

I saw-ed him! him him him him. There's no heartbeat.. BUT, my whole heart went dead instead.. =.=! Then that idiotic person beside me keeep di siao me =.= ZZZZ. AHHHHHH! headache! damnnnn it, your back view just revovling around my head. Yeah, saw-ed you, but i couldn't do anything, i wanted to asked you tons of thing, yet i couldn't. How uselesss am i? I cant even continue or end it! I want BEEEEEER/WINNNNNNE! DOZENS HUNDREDS MILLIONS OF IT! Let me be forever drunk and never come to my senses AGAIN.

YESTERDAY

2009-08-29T17:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, schoool was normal, met up with sarrah. Then, went to chit chat((: hahaha. Then went canteen, Then, went to class. CLASS, to me was BORING, and i'm like so tireddd. My head was on the table most of the time.. Haiiiish, then finalllly classs finally can end. YEAH! Then after schoool, went out with Sarrah, Yongchoon, russell, junjie. Yaa, the rest all go meet friends i guess hahah.. We first went to sarrah house, slack in her house.. Then went to tiong bharu bahh, we go pei yongchoon for the NS defer thingy, then in the end only, junjie pei him go inside. Russell, me and sarrah, went coffee shop(: Then after they hao le, we went to tiong bahru plaza, had our late lunch there, then we walk walk around, then the boys all leave, then me and sarrah went melissa house! YA, it's alot of fun in there. I and sarrah was so tiredd, i lied on her bed.. THen, only i and sarrah on the bed mahh. hahahah.. then i go asked her something~~ then she dunwan answer me )): Neverminds laa. hahahah! After that, We go play WATERR! we splash each other here and there, then moood kena spoiled by the security guard =.= he chased us off. Then, neverminds, we went back to her house, bathed, changed, then i play with melissa de clay, i made a cake! It turned out rather okay for a first time people(: heeheheh, Then it was fun in her house laa. xDD Hahaha, we went home at around 9pm, sat in the mrt, talked alot ((: Overall, it's a happpy day for me(:

TODAY.

2009-08-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

LONG time nvr blog liao~ hahaha.
Nowadays keeeep on going out. ahahahahaha! It's funn yupp(:
Nowadays, also keeep on wake up late )): then everyday late for classssss.
Today, obviously late for classs again. Ms Tracy teach DMI.. Wahh, i dont reallly fullly understand. Haiiiya also neverminds laa. Then after that, Went to see maggie... =.=! Dots mannnn. telll her about our group the progresss. Then after that, we bus-ed to Orchard. Went to eat at TAKA first. Then went artfriend.. Then walk walk around lo. Went ION also. Then, basicallly, we just walk walk around, Then finallly, went basement to buy the takoyaki.. VERY long queue! Then neverminds arh, When finallly bought it, They sat and toooook pics of it. THEN, I browsing through a magazine... Ahaha.. When i was reading, then turn around, everyone was sitttting down le.. =.= except for me and suhau, cause no more chairs le. Then neverminds arh, i continue my reading of magazine.. ahahhaha. Then after that, bought foooooods.. I eat people de foood ahahah. Then, after that, they decided to go AMK. They go to this comic shop? Kay arh, we browse very long. ahaha. Then went AMK hub. Then, around 7.30+ i went home, Bus just nice came to the bus stop! Wahh, the bus hor the aircon very cold leii! almost freeeze me to death.. Then reach home about 9 i guess.

Tomorrrrow, got project work to do again )): Then before that, i watching movie de "where got ghost" ! Hopes it'll be very funnny lol((:

.

2009-07-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm two days went home rather late =.= haiiish very tireddd also le ): aiyaa also nothing to blog lol~~ i just feeeel damnnnn tireddd ): But it's beeen rather fun for this week i guess(: hahahas. Yesterday went to KBOX with friends, i didn't sing at all luh ): hahahs, i dunnno how to sing. so yeah. hahhas. AFTER that, went to class BBQ, kays la. dunnno what to say also hahahas. that stupid jeremy keeep making me! Monday is going to start very soon..

sick.

2009-07-17T11:57:00.003+08:00

Assignment assignment assignment =.=
Can't finish all of it in time.
Beeeen sick~ fever more than 38 degree, kept coughing, then no voice at all~
Thur went to school lol, kena sent home cus had fever ): Haiish, i dun loook siick at all.. Anyways.. After i reach home, Ms tracy called me lols. Asking me many questions.. Then in the afternoon, went to see doctor. Went to the clinic, neeeeed wear mask =.= lols, Then first time seeeeing doctor in polyclinic is damnn fast lol. last time neeed around one hour de. this time around, ten minutes can see le xDD after seeeing doctor, he gave me two days mc. THEN, He gave me so many medicine;tablets, seeing those, i already want to faint liao. =.= neverminds, then after paying money, i go home continue my computer game =.= HAHAHA.
Yeahhhhh, thanks to all my friends who asked me whether i am okay? Hahahs, appreciated it very much(:

((:

2009-07-10T22:47:00.004+08:00

Monday
didn't went to school; cramps and headache.

Tuesday
Went to school.. hahahs kind of relaxing((: it's a normal day.

Wednesday
Schoool is as normal.. After schoool, went to TM for hokkaido fooooood((:
*YUMMMMMMMMMMMY*

Thursday
Normal school day, but sibei siannnn )): tireddd also. Ended very late )):

Friday
which is today, didn't went school cus overslept )): HAIISH. Woke up around 9+ Because it's theory, didn't want to go ler. cause very ps, teacher teaching then suddenly go in =.=! LOL. BUT, didn't know that the class ended one hour later.. I think if i had went ar, like waste my time also... HAHAHA. Then, after that, sarrah that gang there waited for me at ghoby ghaut MRT, scare me sial.. suddenly so many ppl over there, the face like buay song like that LOL.. then went to the arcade, then buy movie tickets.. haiish, we didn't get to see the 3D )): tickets toooo ex,. then after buying tickets.. we went ben and jerrry i think. hahhas. we ate ice creamm.. 4 person shared one i think. then almost going finish le.. vinnee and sarrah stopped eating le.. me and jerome continue-ing keeep on eating it.. ahahahas. then after that, waited for xavier to come then buy tickets.. then went to a Japanese fooodcourt to see the boys eat LOL. then they went to arcade to play awhile.. then times up, we went to buy the pop corns then we went into the movie theatres. Sat in betweeen sarrah and suhau. Kays lar.. the movie very cuteee and funnnny, then the popcorn on my hands.. my hand non stop taking the pop corns and eat lol! then whenever got that male and female squirrel.. that jerome and suhau keeep saying me and ANOTHER guy =.= aiyoooo! then ending right, suhau suddenly something wrong.. so hyper LOL. After that walk walk around, Jerome and yong chooon went off first... i around 8.40pm+ go off. Overalll it's a gooood day.. hahahas.
somehow that phobia is gone for that day.. just hope it doesn't come back ever again.

Not meant to be.

2009-07-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

Its never enough to say i am sorry
Its never enough to say I care
but I am caught between
what you wanted from me
and knowing if i give that to you
i might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyones losing
oh, its like one step foward
and two stepsback
no matter what i do your always mad
and I can't change your mind
Oh, Its like tryin to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
and it's killing me and I,
I'm starting to see that
maybe we're not meant to be

Its never enough to say I love you
No, It's never enought to say I try
Its hard to believe that there's
no way out for you and me.
And it seems to be
the story of our life.

Nobody wins when everyones losing
Oh, Its like one step forward
and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
and I can't change your mind, oh
Its like trying to turn around on a
on way street. I can't give
you what you want and its killing me
And Im, i'm starting to see
that maybe we're not meant to be

Theres still time to turn this around
should we be building this up
instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
maybe it's too late

It's like one step foward
and two steps back,
no matter what I do
you're always mad and I
Can't change your mind oh
Its like trying to turn around on a
on way street. I can't give
you want you want and its killing me
And I finally see,
Baby we're not meant to be

It's like one step foward
and two steps back,
no matter what I do
you're always mad and I ...

Baby I'm sorry to see,
Maybe we're not meant to be

;DDDDDD

2009-06-26T22:09:00.003+08:00

Thur went to tpy for pool~
in the midddle... moood not reallly goood.. then after that okays liao hahahhahs!
find out that, when i bad booood or when i'm reallly serious, i can play well hahahahhahahas!

TODAY! went to watch Transformer 2 revenge of the Fallen! NICEEE SHOW! i love bumblebeeeeeeeeeee!! So cute! i love the show very very very very much!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

boringg.

2009-06-21T17:15:00.002+08:00

Friday went to pool with yehan and jeremy. lols, all the balls in all tyco de. my luck on that day soooo gooood hahahahas. Then after that, went home.. saw suahu looooking on top.. dunnno loooking at what lols. but he didn't saw me.
Saturday, went to wild wild wet with mum and sis. quite funn lor. scream here scream there. got the skyride, the curve there, i scream.. then my sis ask me to diam. then i scream back at her... then scream here scream there. i think majority of the wild wild wet loooking at us ler. muahahahha. We played from 11 to around 5pm bah i think. hahahs. now my face got natural blusher ler. loooool.
Nowadays rewatching bleach... so WANTING to be shingami !!!! Boring lols. CAN only watch bleach, but okays la. 100+ episodes for me to watch~ hahaahhahahs.

;there's no reason and no logic for me to say this!

boring.

2009-06-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night completed the tofu colouring~ used two hours to color afew boxes =.= haiiiiiyo.
This morning supposed to meet jerome at 9.30. Well, i 9.30 then wake up(: hahahahahs. HAiiya, when he msged me i was almost gettting ready ler. hahahhas. Then went ahead to school.. Kind of boring la.. played jerome psp.. then play til batt dead~ haiiiiiiish. nothing more to entertain me ler.. boing~ Then went ehub to see friend give out flyer.. then he give me one whole stack~ lols. then after that, bought cup walker then go home liao. tooook bus 6, then went home nothing to do then played piano~ Then rewatched bleach.. starting from where byakuya cut ichigo's sword into machiam not sword like that =.=! then urahara trained him.. NICEE hahahas! last time years ago watched bleach, dun even know what i'm watching, hahahs, now watched again, i understand what i'm watching ler. hahahahs.. this time i wannna skippped the fillers arc then watch watch watch the niceeee niceee arcs de. drowned myself with bleach episodes suan le.. the holidays also sibei boring. Take my time watch bleach((:

recently

2009-06-15T21:14:00.003+08:00

Recently

On one particular day, i toook 88 to toa payoh! Hahahas.Then see see around, then walk to toa payoh HDB hub! lols, thought it's a big shopping centre.. then it's actually one shopping centre with a very big space in the centre =.= Then nevemrinds, walk to the aircon-ed interchange to take back bus 88 again! hahas, then bus-ed down to AMK hub! hahas, another hub again! inside like okokokays la. not small, not big also! bettter than TPY hdb hub. hahahs.. talk alot of gangsters with my friend. lol! everything sounds so cooooool. Then after AMK hub, we bus-ed back to Pasir Ris. Went to challenger to buy my speaker! lols now i'm officiallly broke.

Saturday, went to jappie drum, okays, kind of boring lar. learnt the past songs we knew, then after that, went plaza SING, dunnno for what? hahahs, walk walk lor maybe..

TODAY, toook bus 5 to Tiong Bahru plaza? hahhas, a long ride~ tiong bahru plaza like okokokays de lei. nothing to walk about also. hahahas.. today i wear something unusual... hahahs... a set of clothes i never wear before since CNY de. today i wear out.. went up the bus, ppl stared at me =.=! like buay song with me like that =.= nevemrinds, my friend say i loook _______. he can't even regonized me.. hahahahs.

BBQ.

2009-06-11T11:04:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, went to class bbq.. Met up with angela first.. Then with melissa and nadia, then we go to costa sands.. The chalet the rooom small lei.. Hahahs. i listen to angela music there, while they watching cartoon.. Around evening, we went down to the bbq pit there.. Starting like quite boring eh~~ Then, went to downtown and ehub to walk around with a few friends.. when come back, got foood to eat ler... then that part onwards, not boring le hahahahah. i enjoy the sausages/hotdog! Hahahahha. they still taste tasty. hahahas.. I around 10.30+ leave.. then sent angela to the bus stop.. hahahah. around 11+ reach home.. Wanted to sleeep, can't sleep. drag til morning then sleep.. lol~ But overall had fun at bbq.. Can say that it's the best compared to the past years.. Maybe it's because i can communicate with friends ler..((: heheheh.

The Past.

2009-06-05T20:59:00.010+08:00

It's the past.. Those happy moments i have during the secondary days... ~~
Haiiiiiiiiiish.
If i can turn back time.. i would like to visit those memories i had in the past~

presentation over!

2009-06-04T22:39:00.002+08:00

OVER lerr.

Feel that i do badly about my presentation.. BUT, neverminds, the scores that the teachers gave it to me REALLY amazed me mann. hahahahahahah! NEXT, to come is the drum performance.. WHOAA. long time nvr perform ler.. dunno can xi guan mahh? but then, after that i'm free ler!! woooohoooo.
Half a month gone!
Days passss so fast~ Feel that many things had changed lerr. Goood and baddd also have. AND, i also feel there's changes in me tooo. ~~ And also quite a few facts abbout me~

months~ it's been months.. since we last contacted.. do you still had anymore feelings for me? feel like asking you that, but then, i feeel it's like so wrong of me to ask you that now.. maybe you found a girl you liked now? i think whatever i do now is like disrupting your life?
IN my whole entire life, i simply toook nothing seriously at all... and and and i dont know why!

presentation tmr.

2009-06-03T19:11:00.002+08:00

Tomorrrrow final presentation ler..
Jiayous everyone((: *FA0901A and FA0901B* (:
hahahas.

Birthday.

2009-05-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

Today finallly turned 17((:
Recieved many many presents.. Mann i lovedd it((: Thanks to all my friends((: hahahs. I loved the birthday cards too(: got touching words.. hahah! many ppl send me birthday wishes through sms too((: Hahahs, happppy when received his message! although i know it's all haiish.. better not to say it! Suprised that after ADP break time, xavier and randy gave me choco.. Hahahs, stilll so sweet of them((: heeheee.. did photoshop til dunnno what time also.. i know is very late ler.. Then after that went to meet up with haniz and jasL((: Hahhas, they're another sweeties((: they asked me to read out their birthday cards inside the wordings.. wow.. hahahs, then they record it.. hahahs, unique ar.. never done this before((:
Went home, celebrate with family.. had birthday cake hahahha((: then chatted with daddy for quite long wor. hahahs.
Today opened up the present fillled with many layers of wrappings.. yeah, i so callled play cheat arh.. But then feel very sorry the *person who wrappped it everything* arh. cus he wrapped til long then i .............. T.T hope he can stop being angry with me.....

headache!

2009-05-24T14:01:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning, wake up HEADACHE!
Morning, did some colouring on photoshop.. havent even colour 50% of it, i sian liao! ZZZ. then never colour liao! Thinking of want to redo my flipboook mah? ZZZ.. then my adp project, neeed to think of the story, name, etc. =.= Thinking of these projects, even more headache and no moood already.. everything around me nowadays is like fuck lar. =.=!
ever since you and her break.. i've been thinking of you.. should i even be thinking of you? ZZZ.
so confused~ damnn damnn damnn confused.

everyday is the same.

2009-05-22T08:22:00.002+08:00

Tiredd~
Later morning got test )): damnn lor. ZZZ.
These few days realllly headache arhh.. Lucky in the day.. got my friends((:
Yesterday, school was fine.. after school met jeremy.. went mac, then walk around hahha, the funniest part is at the escalator! Mannn.. i was laughing like mad mann.. I didn't expect i aimed until so "zhun"! Yes mann hahah! Went to toook mrt with jeremy because i want to play his psp and there're things to talk about tooo~ then, around 7+ like this, i board on the bus home, lols, the minute i went in the bus, then raindrops fall, and getting heavier TOO! whoa, i'm lucky mann! Then at night study ADP, not really studying arh, just plainly copying down notes and chatting with my friends that's all(: but i finished copying it all at 1.00am++ then went to bed, i was lazy to charge my phone, then i decided to change my battery, because i got extra one, then my room never on the light, i didn't expect i put the battery the other way round.. =.=! Then the damnn battery cant come out! =.=! But neverminds arh, this morning.. my dad toook it out.. I wonder how he toook it out sial~

...

2009-05-17T19:46:00.002+08:00

Dizzy days ahead i guess ):
Been feeeling dizzy for the past two days, although the dizziness goes on and off at times ):
Haiish tomorrow have school ): SIAN arh, feel like self delcare off.. lol..
Feeeel that i liked the wrong guy~ Arghh, neverminds.. I will still continue to like de until the feeling wears off.. Our personality and attitude is completely off the track..
ANYWAYS, saw-ed a LG touch phone that i wanted! HAHAH, hope if signed up for plan, the original price of that phone will drop ((: HAhahahas!

yesterday and TODAY.

2009-05-14T19:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday.. only know i didnt go for cca, i was rushing to meet jeremy.. Then got one woman freaking waste my time =.= Haiish, say all the blablabla stuffs.. Then met jeremy, i do my project at burger king, at the same chatting with him((: CHATTED alot. Nicee((: WENT home, continued to do my designs for ADP. Yeah, a fun day hahah suannning him, talking about weird stuffs((: didn't had this kind of happy feeeling for very long ler.
TODAY, Went to school, like nothing de sial. Crushed my assignment drawing! Hahha! mann i should crushed more mann! AFter school, went to penisula plaza, went to buy bag.. THEN, i went off to simei ITE.. To see them play poool((: Whoa, starting the guys there cleared like damnn fast ar! WHOA, i think i play, one min kena trashed liao. When outside playing with jeremy and they all, i think jeremy alr very pro ler.. then his goood friend of his played DAMNN pro ar. Almost every match he win =.=! WHOA seh! they played til 5.40 like that.. whoa so long gonna fall asleeep ler): Then jeremy's good friend toook a cab and sent us home.. WHEE~ BUT, then i think, i went home at the wrong timing~~ ZZZZZZ.

Boring days(:

2009-05-12T20:09:00.003+08:00

TODAY is a sibei siann day.
Morning, LDP )): lols; saw francis outside class, he loooks damnn blur and innocent hahah! Then, Finish LDP, went to lunch at KFC.. lols my money! T.T But it's funnny yeah the talks((: Then had ADP, mann, i'm shocked i didn't did anything! HAHAH! because yesterday, did one of the designs ler BUT, tooo manga-ed styled. )): SO decided to lent one of melissa's drawing boook.. BUT, she never bring today so yeah, no inspiration to do any designs ): INSTEAD, played games WOOHOOO! with Nintendo DS and iTOUCH((: MANN! It's fun mannnnn! UNTIL Mr vince said five minutes before it is his ))): I'm like noooooooooo)): SO i stoppped it.. T.T larh lols, then after that, surf the net of pictures(((: with annie and sarrah! WOOHOO! searched for censored stuffs((:
lols, days is passssing god damnn slow can.. After school, went to melissa's house. Mann, CONDO lei! Hahah! her rooom is damnn pure and neat and clean((: I borrowed two books from her! WHOA, damnn heavy )): After that, bought A5 papers then home sweeet home!((: I'm god damnn tiredd): I dropped off at simei to take bus 5. when i reached the bus stop, bus 5 just left! DAMNN it. I sat for a few seconds, the next bus 5 came! Somemore, an empty one! MUAHAHAH! I'm god damnn lucky mann!

TIREDDDDD

2009-05-11T18:00:00.003+08:00

TIREDD days..

I wonder how long am i going to continue my emo-ness.. OKAY, sometimes i hate it! HAIISH..
Hoping someone can save me from my emonesss~ OKAYS, Maybe i'm tooo tireddd ler =.= god damnn tiredd. The upcoming presentation 3rd june is the one scaring me -,- presentation in the auditorium.. and with all the teachers being the judges.. and some april intakes and second year students watching us! OMG! can die mann.
Yesterday watched "love matters" It's a sex comedy show hahah! majority of the dirty jokes inside! Hahah! Niceee man((: laugh all the way!
TODAY, had drawing lesson, must draw faces =.=! My drawing totally fail! NEVERMINDS, i go home draw my Shuai ge(with fringe) suan le! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!(evil laughter) I guess only sarah knows what i'm saying HAHAHAH! I want my holidays so i can REST IN PEACE for the morning man!

CB day!

2009-05-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

Today,
VULARITIES is what i can described about my day today! simply just FUCK FUCK FUCK!
Today is simply like a FUCKING DAY!

dots dots dots.

2009-05-08T20:22:00.002+08:00

Few days didn't blog.. Feeling very very very tiredd! Finally the group project finished! BUT, the next project is worse mann! damnnn it! WEDNESDAY, played badminton with aisyah, lolol. she ar, make me run north south east west =.= THEN, i'm sweating like i just bathed like that =.= BUT, shoik arh! WOOHOO((: AFter that had skates. i went late lol! YEAH, then i nvr skate! Yay yay! chit chat time for me.. ((: Then after that, went to eat =.=! WHoa damnnn it sial, so ex! Then after that i think i mooooodlesss liao lols~ Ever since that day, i become emo ler.. ANYways, today, break time ate with the girls~ Yeah, kind of high ABIT! lols! Then drawing lessson, whoa nice chat with angela! HAHAHS! Went home, toook bus 6, because bus 6 got looop mah, then i sat for 45mins in the bus, i was thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking and thinking but, halfway through, felt sleeply then i slept~ then when, i woke up, saw that it's going to reach my stop, BUT, my body just dunwan to move, so i ride all the way to back to interchange AGAIN! Coool lols! Then i bought bubble tea and walked back, also the same thing again, i was thinking thinking and thinking.. I reallly hate myself, why must i be thinking the things that i dunwan to think! I myself know that those thoughts should be a taboo for me! I can't have those thoughts! ARGHH! ZZ.. Yesterday at pool, jeremy said i changed, i turned gloomier LOL. my face darken, my pimples grown more and more because of that fucking hot weather! AND, i had used more Vulgarities lolol! Yeah, which i agreeeed also, BUT, at the same time, i enjoyed using it, i dont know why ):

TV!

2009-05-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

Morning watched the wedding game! Funnny as usual! Hahahs.. YTD, Watched condor hero, the male actor finally let his fringe down mann! SHUAI sial! omg, i was like zi-high-ing infront of my tv!! muaahahahahahaha!! AFter that was toGETher, wow, touching arh.. they girls says she is used to being a loner.. ZZZ.. i dun believe any people likes being a loner.. i wonder Why she dunwan tell the guy that she likes him too =.=! TODAY, watched condor hero again, this time the episode really emo arh! all the killings.. then male actress and actor quarrelled =[[ HAIISH. But neverminds, that guy at least fringe still have! Hahha!
Tomorrrow got school AGAIN. Damnn.. No moood to go, dun feeeel like going.. ZZZ..
My feeeling now is like fallling into a bottomless pit, full of darkness and lonely feeling. NOT, a single light/hope can be seen or felt.. my GOSH, what's happenning to me..

Stress perhaps.

2009-05-02T18:35:00.002+08:00

TODAY went to Jappie Drum. Had reherasal and preview~ Damnn~ Kept on playing wrong notes.. Then we know that the singapore arts festival is more like a street festival =.= we're like playing outside orchard mrt station? WOW~~ I never play in that scenario before mann. Overall, i'm Tiredd~~ Sketch book didn't even did any sketch.. I think i'm dead~~ Don't know can hand up the sketch book by deadline given mah.. Monday go back, must face the project again.. lols. Wondered how did my group members did it le~

I wonder, if you all dun wanna let me know, why bother telling me this.. thus making me even more want to know?!
I'm just a fool myself, dun wanna bother myself with anything~ Plans to forget everything as sooon as i can. ARGHH. Everyday my hair is droppping, is that a sign?

Public holiday.

2009-05-01T18:39:00.003+08:00

Today is public holiday xDD
Watched Shipudden movie 2 bonds. xDD! It's awesome mann! As always, naruto never fails me hahha! i'm always being motivated by him~ When, people are to give up, he will kind of scold them til the people can reconsider their decision of giving up.. When he's confirm losing in a battle, he still continues to fight, despite of being beaten up over and over again! I reallly admire his courage.. his determination! His determination is real scary, crazy and impressive. Mann, i reallly salute him mann.. Today watched the latest episode of bleach too, whoa that gay arrancar.. =.= make me reallly diao ar.. he's god damnn er xin with his transformation =.=! Realllly like fuck sial! =.=! and his namings of techniques really =.=! But luckily the shinigami ended him fast.. otherwise i dun think i'm watching on le~ lol! Today kind of boring day~~ hahahs, drew pikachu for my sketch book.. then play game with francis, okays enjoyable! Hahah! at least i got entertainment.. xDD! Siann, i want do my project~ I never seeen that abstract piece of mine for days le. =[ lols..

might be another emo day.

2009-04-30T21:44:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's another emo day again!
Today went for drawing class. late for a few mins.. Today changed seat, i sat with angela.. lols. Today drew hands~ I drew til god damnn sucky.. Today listened and played with angela's mickey mouse MP3! WHOA. nicee eh.. hahah! Thinking of buying it! Woohoo! SO, basically.. whole day emo.. listening to angela's music.. and drawing that stupid hand of mine.. DAY just passses very fast~~ Went to simei waited for JC. Yeah.. starting, i'm like mooodless. never talk! hahah. AFter that, then i'm like starting to be okokays.. . lols. Saw-ed junjie outside WS popular.. I was shocked.. Don't know he got saw anything mah hahahs! But suprised he waved at me.. lols~ AFter that, went library for fun~ Read a pictorial boook about japans~ Wow.. many interesting pictures hahhas.. Kan dao wo shuang! woohoo! AFter that went to eat dinner~ Then went back home.. Saw-ed JasmineLIM halfway lol. she was walking, JC said her eyes like want to kill people like that =.=! lol!

Nowadays kept on no appetite, sleeepy whenever sat on a moving vehicle~ Yeah lo =.= ZZZ.

EMO

2009-04-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

Nowadays no moood de..
ZZZZ.. also can't find someone to talk to de.. =.=
Today stomach pain;Constipation and diahorrea.. never went for PE lesson. But i went for the afternoon lesson.. I was late.. In the morning i did the afew of the project sketches.. lol~
Today went for skates~ Arrh, emoooooo mood because~~~ of something... But somehow i temporarily got back to normal mode.. It's because guanjun did something to his chendol drink.. Well.. basically. he just stir the drink.. breaking the ice.. drinking the drink.. eating the beans... BUT, We can think of it til something dirty! Yeah.. Now, i bloggging.. and i'm back to emoooo mode.. Nowaday also kind of stress.. =.= Sadd also.. ZZZ.. How i wish i can end it all~~ I just hope i can get that bloody swine flu lar. && end my fucking life as sooon as possible!

Japanese drum!

2009-04-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

today woke up around eight plus in the morning..
Used com.. And headed off to College East. Hahahs, met yihui. She bring me to where the rest is.
Okays, JasW see me like she hadn't seen me for years. LOL. too agiated.. hahahs. It's nice to see the rest of them again.. I joined in as a so called "newcomer" BUT, in actual, i am NOT. lols. During the welcoming thingy, kelvin there all go disturb me =.= ZZZ. Then they only Welcome the new april intake students only~~ =.=! Anyways.. learnt the first song... okays la.. at first i forgotten everything.. Then when see the notes, i roughly can play it out le! HAHAHA! The newcomers went off at around 1pm.. I needed to stay back.. lols.. During the breaktime, Jas told me.. i will be in the Performance for the Singapore Arts Festival.. I was like LOL? BUT also good arh, came in for first lessson can go performance le HAHA! So basically, stayed there til 5+ because of rehearsal for the performance.. i find the day passes quite fast~~~ HAhah.. BUT, go home real tiredd.. lol! Tiredd, but i enjoyed it alot i guessed. ((:

Tiredd days~

2009-04-23T19:59:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a tiring day~~
School was okays.. It was damnn hot mann the weather -____- Went outside to eat..
Came back for ADP lesson.. Did our poster thingy.. Then lessson over.. joined sarrah there all watch dunnno what stuff lols. Then neeed to wait for su hao there alll to play finish their dota -__-. 5pm CCA start.. 4.30 then we go off LOL. toook bus 28 with jerome, suhao and guanjun.. Yeah.. Reached tampines ITE around 5++ lols. JasL was waiting for me ler.. lol -.- Went to the tennis court.. Okays it's boring~~ But the day is passsing real fast.. Hahah.. After that we went to ate dinner.. Actually is only me and JasL lol. Dont know why suddnely become 5 of us fo eat dinner.. ALL the way.. That suhao keeeep irrritating me damnn him arhh! ZZZ.. keeep playing my hair.. call me shut up.. then suan me until i can't even say anything.... ARgh %^&$&** then keeep callling me "si bian tai" in chinese -____- lols... Overalll.. it's a happpy day also.... it's quite awhile i'm this happpy and talkative ler.. AFter that toook bus.. i sleeep.. sleep til overshot my bus stop -____- I must have beeen very tiredd..

Today..
OVERSLEPT again, supposed to meet at 8.10, i woke up at 8.15 -__- LOL. was of course super duper late for drawing class! Anyways, drawn the manikein again.. SO siann de.. AFter that.. some of us were picked up to posed for 10mins -________- HAIISH.. After lesson, went with a group to somewhere to buy their stuffs they neeed.. Can say i'm super duper quiet lols.. Maybe no moood and plus i'm tiredd.. AND, i wasn't goood at groups.. Haiish.

TIREDD

2009-04-21T21:16:00.003+08:00

Feel very tiredd..
Days're gettting longer, i'm getting emo-er.
Keep on oversleeeping..
NOW got the inspectors checking here and there -____- so god damnn troublesome -_-

Things're starting to turn around once again.. DAMNN.
Maybe nothing else matters anymore.. It just doesn't matters anymore..
Just have to keeep on loooking forward without any goals in mind -_-

RUSHY day.

2009-04-17T22:45:00.003+08:00

Today was a rushing day~~
ADP was okay orh.. Quite slacking during the lesson, Then near to lunch time, I rush through lol~~~ ZZZ.. Hand was like stifff ler.. Then went to dunno where and eat chicken bryani AGAIN.LOL. THIS TIME, i stained my POLO TEE! Damnn arh! ZZZ.. Then after that was drawing lesson~ Draw the fruits and cloth~ Ms Tracy catch my Skinnies JEANS. -____- damnn ar.. First time get caught~ Today arh, drawing lessson also quite rushing~ My shading turned out KNS. I think can get D grade le.. Before the ending of the lesson, she gathered everyone and pick out five ppl to say which drawing you liked? and which drawing you dont like? and must say WHY? HAIISH! ADP presentation is enough ler.. NOW drawing still got! ZZZ... AFTER that rush to HSCS.. wanting to see Jap drum! BUT, they started at the beginning ler~ =[ Then yeah lo so warm that place.. make me sweat here and there~ Saw and chat with some of our ex classmates xDD. Then went back.. On the way back, one CB kia hit me... FUCK mann.. DO you think i'm still the last time me?!

School today

2009-04-16T20:02:00.002+08:00

SCHool timetable reallly sucks.. BUT sometimes, it passes very fast xDD!
Morning, met jerome~~ HE"S very late~~ SO i played with my phone.. got the television thingy, so i tune around.. HAHHA! the channels inside very blur lei~ can't see anything -____- only can hear! SO, finally jerome came, then we went in.. POOL was closed, so went to arcade.. The person inside said no uniform is allowed~ I was wearing all home clothes~ Jerome's pants is somehow linked to school uniform lol..Then, he bu shuang.. Saying the person she-male LOL! Funnny arh~ Hahah.. Then slacked at MAC.. Then head towards school.. My horror design finish le! well that's for sketches.. Tomorrow maybe using the lightboard to traced out my drawing! xD. Dont know teacher alllow ma~~ lols.. IF not.. i must copy out by hand le T.T Today did cloth drawing~ Okay i did sucky~ Neeed to measure before we draw ~~ lols sounds kind of lame to me lol! It's confusing at first when the teacher explained. HAIISH, but slowly slowly, i get it ler.. Finished drawing at the end of the class whereby, many people starting to shade ler~~ HAIISH. lol. School today is relaxing~

FIRST day of school.

2009-04-13T19:12:00.002+08:00

First DAY of SCHOOL..

Went normal, i guessed. Saw him; Changed person totally..
I guessed, i wouldn't regonized him anymore i think..
School today was niceeee~~ Vineeeee had a Another look~~ LOL. Fits her somehow! Hahah.
Today school.. I guesss we're totallly FREE and boreddd until ADP lesson, hear Mr vince talking until i almost knock OFF. LOL.~~ Then after that, did designs~~ BLAH~ Sian sian sian! Then, heard that can go off ler, then i pack up go home ler..
Later neeed to do three horror designs for Mr. Vince -__- HAIISH.
SO tireddddddd~~

Day out in the Museum..

2009-04-10T21:26:00.011+08:00

Went to Paranankan Museum~~

In the morning overslept lol, 10.30+ then woke up, so i quickly bathed, ate my lunch then went out.. Met at farrah house downstairs~ Then went to MAC to wait for lim lim and Haniz also bahh.. Then went to MRT to wait for Ryo.. Then train-ed to cityhall.. THEN, walked down to the museum.. Museum quite big arhh.. Toook many pictures! WOOHOO.. Mostly is take with friends de.. haha! When we wanted to leave, it was raining HEAVILY.. So we went to the souvenirs shops.. The nyona items like their kebaya, jewerely are NICEE.. But price also KIND OF "nice" LOL! Then, when rain stop ler.. We train-ed back to Tampines then went to TampineONE.. Many people very crowded~~ After museum, very tiredd.. Then become emo~~ LOL. Around seven went home~
Walking down the road, realizing my thinkings are only you~~
Fearing that,
This time, i might really fall in love with you

A day out to Tampines - EXPO

2009-04-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

Last Night never sleep.. Was doing the assignment building thingy, drawn finish, Never shade, then i head to bed ler.. can't believed i from 11pm+ draw building until 5+ then finish! Somemore only drawing it! Then, went to bed.. I can't sleeep -____- Then waited for my mum to go offf.. then i on my com to play auditionsea.. lols! from 7.30 play until 9+ bahh.. Play until shuang.. Hahah nvr lagged at all de xDDD. Came back, chatted on msn and bathed then headed off to Tampines I was there around 45mins early lol! DAMNN bus came tooo early than i expected.. Then at mrt waited for JC and Jeremy to arrive.. We went to Istean, BHG to search the purse jeremy wanted hahah! Funnny mann.. Jeremy loooking, flipping through woman's purse.. CAN say that first time i saw a man flipping through assecories from women sections de.. LOL. But anyway, he finallly bought it also.. After that went to TampinesONE to see see.. WHOA, many people, I expected to be a rooftop in there, In the end THERE IS A ROOFTOP! wooohooo! NICE MANN! In the shopping centre, also got swimmming pool~~ WOOHOO. niceeeee placeee hahah! It's like a second VivOcity, but vivOcity got mini swimmming poool lei.. TampinesONE dun have.. T.T BUT, overalll niceee place arrh! Only for the roooftop.. I have no interest for the shops in there LOL. AFter there, we toook bus 38 to go to EXPO.. Okays, inside nothing de lei.. After that, ate RAMEN there.. $7.50.. -____- JC treat me.. So i have no comments lol! THEN, after eating, we threee stay in that shop to chit chat lol! Can say that we chit chat for quite long.. Then after that, we walked to jeremy house there the bus stop, On the way there, the two boys gang up wannna bullly me.. wanted to splash me water T.T I ran away LOL! T.T ar, next time i dunwan be only girl le! After that, went to East point with JC to buy drinks.. Then home sweet home after that~~

Heard you're doing quite well.. ZZZ.. I dunnno what am i thinking now ler... So confused~~ ARGHH, who can help me sial. REALLY feel like going to other island and spent my life there.. I dunwan go into a civilization world le.. ~~

Went to Courts MEGAstore

2009-04-08T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today~~
WENT to Courts megastore with jeremy.. to search for his MP3.. We went to courts megastore then headed back to Century Square.. THEN headed back to courts megastore AGAIN.. lol. Found a mp3 that he wants.. but when we asked the person, the person say no stock! ZZZ sial. Poor jeremy~~ Then, went to WhiteSands to find JC, also went to challenger to check out jeremy's mp3.. YEAH.. around 7.30+ i headed home. First time went out with jeremy alone.. I thought it'll be a boring trip, since he said he's not gooood at talking with girls -___- BUT, in the end, i was laughing all the way -_____- lol. Yeah, always bullly me de, using water botttle and hit me! haha!

Yesterday night, hear radio before sleeep, was also smsing JC, heard this radio, the DJ was saying about "love" -_____- I feeel that he say very true! The DJ said, he doesn't like people who is in relationship who initiated those relationship break up, it's very irresponsible of them... being in a relationship for a few months then break up just because they dont feeel right for each other.. couples shouldn't rush things and should have patient and understand each other.. Yeah he said all those, i summarized it up ler.. ZZZ.. Uptil now, I still feeel very guilty towards him.. AND, i NOW also feeel i'm very IRRESPONSIBLE also.. T.T

Haiish.

2009-04-07T19:16:00.003+08:00

Went Orchard to restock my art stuffs, After that, headed to buy my Hat! LOL. Weird thing is, after i bought it, i dun feeeel it's niceee anymore le lols -____- Came back at 5pm. My sis saw the hat and played around with it.. she said it looooks cute.. Hahahs.. Came back, played auditionsea WOOHOO. Can say that i'm not reallly addicted to it.. lols.. Played with my cousinn... She perfect damnnn goood mann.. but i won because of my chance and finish move! Hahah!
School is starting sooon~~ =[[ T.T The goood thing about schoool is we friends can talk around.. Other than that, it's not funn at allll.. T.T The more important thing is, I dun wannnna face you.. I know i'm escaping from reality like this.. But it loooks like i got no choice.. Whatever moves i take now towards you seeeemed to be wrong.. I dont know what to do now.. T.T
ZZ, i feeel like going someplace where nobody will exist except me... ZZZZ

Poool for today.

2009-04-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was drawing halfway then sudddenly knocked out ler -__- I slept more than twelve hours! WHOA SEH! -___- Overslept.. Have to be in auditionsea with my friend -___- Yeah, then my com today morning LAG like fuck like that. -___- But after that okays le lol. In the afternoon, WENT out to poooool~~
I totallly suck in it.. !
Played poool from 2+ to 5.. WHOA! Hahhas. But, anyways, bought Naruto nii-chan frogggie coin pouch.. HAHAHA! Kawaiii ne~~
Hearing about your news, knowing you're doing well and fine enough, BUT I'm still so god damnn guilty~~